Hello, dear readers.
It has been quite some time since I've blogged. I do apologize. In my defense, I have been extremely busy with rehearsals for the musical I'm in, Alana. But this weekend we will have our last performances, so I should have a lot more free time. Yay!
Let's see... Where to start?
On the thirteenth of June, I will be eighteen years old. An adult.
I'm scared.
So much shit has happened these last few months. I don't want this to be too long, so here's a summary:

1. Sydney and I are no longer friends.
Surprisingly, I'm not too upset about it.
It was just some stupid misunderstanding because she thought I was ditching her for my boyfriend.
Speaking of...
2. Justin and I are dating. If you follow me on twitter, you already know this/ have heard me complain about him in the past.
Everything is lovely and I spend entirely too much time with him.
My father likes him, which I wasn't expecting, seeing as he's twenty-one. Ooh. I know, right? Lookit Brittany, dating an older boy.
3. Ethan is back from college for ten weeks. I don't see him as much as I'd like to, what with Alana and such. And with Sydney hating me, he's had to divide his time between the two of us. It's great having him back, though.
4. I've been a vegetarian for nearly five months now. Go me!
5. That's it, actually. My life is boring.
Goodbye!

That is all.

Lindsey says my blog is just like an extended version of my tweets.
How true, how true.
I really don't want this blog to be like that.
I want it to make some kind of sense, and not just be fragments of what I am thinking at the time.
...........
So, 2009 is here.
In honor of the new year, I've actually decided to give vegetarianism a try.
It's been almost two weeks so far, and I'm going strong. It's actually really nice-I eat fast food much less, which is something I was hoping to do anyway.
Ethan is in California, and I rarely hear from him.
I know he is busy, but he never calls me back when I call him.

Ethan is leaving tomorrow.
I know I've been talking about this for a few months, but it's actually happening now.
My best friend is leaving.
I won't be seeing him for several months.
For the better part of four years, Ethan has been there for me.
Yes, there were a few fights. For a few months last year, we hardly talked.
But that, I think, is true friendship-being able to fight and work past it, rather than not fighting at all.

Tonight will be the last night the three of us will be spending together for several months.

Oh, hello there snow.

There is a blizzard going on right now.
If you know me at all, I tend to exaggerate quite a bit. I have frequently said, "It's like a blizzard out there!" over the past few weeks.
But I'm NOT exaggerating this time!
It's an ACTUAL blizzard! The news even said so.
The snow is really powdery, and not at all good for making snowballs.
Not that anyone would want to, what with the wind and such.
It's so deep in the backyard that the bird bath has been covered.
We're going to be stuck in the house for a few days.
Hope there is enough food.
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Madelyn is THE cutest baby in the world.
I held her for a while-she pretty much just slept.
But for a little bit she did open her eyes and she just stared at me.
My heart melted.

Dear Hormones,

I do NOT need a baby. My mind knows this. Please stop telling my body that I do.

Thanks in advance,
Brittany.

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Today, I was watching Love Actually with my father (no, I never get tired of it).
During the wedding scene, my father said, "Gross. Interracial couples are gross."
WHAT?!?
So I asked, "So, what if I wanted to marry a black man?"
To which he replied, "Don't. And don't you do it now just to spite me!"
So, if I ever DID want to date a black person, he'd think it was just to spite him.
I'm sorry, but that just makes me sick.
His girlfriend is from The Philippines! Her native language isn't even English!
Hypocritical, much?

Dear father,

I want to punch you in the face.

Love,
Brittany.

In which Brittany has cabin fever

I need to get out of this house.
My father works from 2pm to 2am.
Twelve hours in which I am stuck alone in this house.
Tina has been working and such, so she hasn't been over as much as I'd like.
I could walk to Border's, but father forbids me because of the weather.
I actually don't blame him, because it is really icy. I walked to the little store on the corner, and almost fell about ten times, and Border's is up a steep hill. I'd never make it.
I have no books to read; I already re-read The Invisible Man.
Of course, I'm having writer's block.
Found all the secret things in the Order of the Phoenix game.
Left my webcam at mother's, so I can't make my anerdierfight video tomorrow.
Also, there is no food in this house.
Obviously there is some, but not much.
When I went to the little store, all I bought was junk food:
Necco Wafers (I am addicted to them)
Junior Mints
Cheesy crackers
Sunflower seeds
Cheetos
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Taught myself to play Hedwig's Theme on the guitar.
Watched all the good On Demand movies. Even some bad ones.
There is never anything on TV.
Actually, Doctor Who is on all the time. Too bad my father doesn't get BBC! FSJLDFkjsaf;skh
I want to go for a walk. Right now.
It's 11:13pm, so I can't.
My father doesn't live in the best neighborhood.
Someone was shot a few streets down recently.
Also, his mailbox is tagged regularly. Hah.
HELP MEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE.

I am making a list of movies I don't own, but should.
I will cross of movies as they are added to my collection, and add others as needed.
Foreign languages are specified. Not sure if those would work on my ipod, if the subtitles aren't default.

-Eternal Sunshine of the Spotless Mind.
-Wristcutters: A Love Story.
-Garden State.
-Charlie Bartlett.
Thumbelina (we had this on VHS somewhere, but I can't find it/want it on dvd so I can put it on my ipod).
-Cheats (same as above).
-Love Actually
-Mean Girls
-The first four Harry Potter movies (Haley has lost and/or scratched ALL of them, except the fifth. I hide it when I'm not watching it).
-The Labyrinth.
-Fame
-Mamma Mia
-Little Shop of Horrors (the musical one).
-Recycle (Asian)
-Good Bye Lenin (German)
-Love Me if You Dare (French)
-Amelie (French)
-Pan's Labyrinth (Spanish)
-Bedazzled (original, not the one with Brendan Fraiser)
-The Great Mouse Detective
-Finding Neverland
-All the Star Wars movies.
-Weird Science
-The Breakfast Club
-Sixteen Candles
-Cry Baby
-Edward Scissorhands
-Hard Candy
-Tremors
-A Nightmare on Elm Street
-The Little Mermaid
-Peter Pan (the remake from a few years ago. GOODNESS, I love that version)
-About a Boy
-Enchanted
-Hairspray (musical version. Saw it eight times in theater)
-The Graduate

And television series I would like to buy:
-The Office
-Pushing Daisies
-Grey's Anatomy
-Doctor Who (the *new* series. Maybe not series 1 at first, because I like David Tennant as The Doctor. Although, I like Rose way more than Martha. Hmm.)
-Greek
-30 Rock
-Friends


Dear Adam,
I will tell Sydney you won't think she's creepy.
And THANK you for the name website!
My ipod is now called Ernst the Nerdfighting Ipod.